Saturday, October 23, 2010

Inspiration to Conclusion

When I was young, my mother would always ask me about my dream. She always wonder what will I become when I grow up, if i have a good future ahead of me.I guess its normal for parents to worry about the future of their children.

She even give me suggestions like:
"You should be a Doctor and help people in need."
"A lawyer perhaps?"
"Architect! design your own house."
Those are good professions indeed, but back then I really love to be a soldier. Inspired by movies and documentaries about war, I promise to myself that I will become one. Why? because I love the sound of the gun, blood oozing from someones body, the screams of those who are in pain and about to die, and the twist about how the hero will survive the whole story. ^_^ (psychological issues? nope! Haha! just a child influenced by what he saw.)

That's my dream 15 years ago...

But where I am now and what have I become???

Talk about twist of Fate and a change of Heart.
As a child who loves war, scream of agony and death,
I never thought that I would enter in a Health related course.
Maybe time changed me and the people around me affects my decision.
(I really don't know but what I'm certain is....)

Now I know the feeling when someone is thanking you for the small things you've done to them.
Whenever you save lives, caring for them until they are okay, attending to their needs when they can't do it alone, giving emotional support when they need it, and listen to them when they just want to talk about something and sometimes giving advice.

And I just LOVE that feeling.

"Fulfilled and Satisfied

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Pre-School Showdown

This story happened when I was in kindergarten.

Our teacher is busy writing something on the blackboard while we are working on our coloring book. Everyone is quiet and busy doing the assigned task except me. I'm writing something on my desk and I immediately erase it with my eraser. Suddenly, "A" approach me and said that I'm wasting my eraser. Then he write something on his own desk and erased it with his thumb. Out of nowhere, one of our classmate saw this and approached us. He said that he can erase it faster than "A". The showdown begun, each of them trying their best to beat each other. While their on it, I resumed in doing my coloring book and I totally ignored them. My other classmates are bothered because the two of them are shouting to one another. Our teacher got angry and before one of them emerge victorious, they got punished by our teacher.

In the end: 
Teacher = "Victory"                   









A = "Crying"                










Me = "Laughing"

The rest of the class just resumed on what they are doing.

Whenever I remember this experience, I can't help but smile, I don't know why.

By the way, if any of you would ask where is "A" now....

"A" became one of my most trusted friend.

Note:
I do not own the pictures. Hehehe!

Simple Equation.

<The Perfect Life>

100 = Love Life
100 = Career
100 = Faith
100 = Hardwork

100 + 100 + 100 + 100 / 4 = 100%

<Balance Life>

50 = Love Life
50 = Career
100 = Faith
100 = Hardwork

50 + 50 + 100 + 100 / 4 = 75%

<Incomplete Life>

-100 = Love Life
100 = Career
100 = Faith
100 = Hardwork
 or
100 = Love Life
-100 = Career
100 = Faith
100 = Hardwork

-100 + 100 + 100 + 100 / 4 = 50%

<Loser>

-100 = Love Life
-100 = Career
100 = Faith
100 = Hardwork

-100 + (-100) + 100 + 100 / 4 = 0%


Where would you fall?